All The Rage

In an attempt at making 2005 the fruitful and marvelous year that I had pictured it would be, I have decided to forgive people who have wronged me. Knowing that my being is not one to forget, I decided, also, to dismiss the past and somehow disconnect it from the present.

It doesn't work. I find that, although I have been exceptionally nice to peeps who have formerly been mean to me, i garner this nagging anger in me crawling up making me want to burst. I seriously cannot forgive, and even when I act like I have, if I were to express what I feel I would be like the Kuwaiti Courtney Love.

But, I maintain and go along - as always.

Music: Hope It Felt Good - Nikka Costa